ALHAMDULLILAH sudah naik gaji !!!

Yeayyy ...syukur sgt sebab dah naik gaji. TAPI kenapa masih xckup ek? Maybe sebab org kata makin gaji banyak, makin byk kne tanggung kot? yela, klo sewa rumah dah RM550, sewa kereta dah RM470...dah nak masuk RM1000++

Nie kene gaji lebih RM5000 ke ats nie baru ckup nie...haha xkisah...just happy with my own hardwork...i get to be like today..Still hoping for the increment this end of the year..haha Nak update something, sekarang dah xkeje kt HnM LOT10...sekarang dah transfer jauh kt HnM ONE UTAMA. Tau hesooo ... jauh sgt dr rumah yg de dekat area ampng ...huhu nie cost duit minyak plus tol lagi ...aq just harap sgt aq boley bertahan smpi la aq achieve goals aq. Org kate siape yg stay KL gaji klo kurng RM2000 susah la nk hidup, boley hidup..tp hidup sederhana je kot? 

Aq percaye...if we work hard to achieve something, someday we can succeed. I always believe in that. Xkire sekarang aq bersusah payah, yg penting future aq nak berjaya. Just i must have patient. Siape la yg de dgn aq time tuh ek? hoping is u my sweet GF ...may i go tru everything, hardship, happy, sad, or even go everywhere, there's u ...

ma sugapie ma nigga ma heart ma mind ma laugh ma boo ma one n only MA EVERTHING

Through time flies, we go through everything  together. SOmetime i thought of one day u r not here by my side, i even don dare to think bout it. i just wish i could hold u and take care of u for the rest of my life......i love you baby.

MACAM COMEL JE MACAM COMEL JE MACAM CANTIK JE MACAM COMEL JEE.... ^ . ^ O . O x . X - . O @ . @ $ . ^ D . D v . v

nak tiru gaya awek legoland laaa...haha jadi pemes ket ....ekeke nth la nak cakap pe...sekarang klo nak jadi femes...semua nak upload video SELFIE nie kt youtube kot...nak jadi cm bieber la...artis artis yg femes yg lahir dr youtube...kalau la aq ckup sempurna ...aq pon nak gk...huahua~

hmm...xpela hidup masing masing...de care masing masing utk happykan hidup dorg jadi gempakk...nak lepaskan bosan tgk gk video dorg...dunie xde kontroversi...BOSAN la hiduppp....hidup ialah Life dlm bahase english...pernah terfikir x? hidup nie biler kite dr kecik kew dewase then seterusnye nak masuk ke tue...ape motif and reason kite hidup? Menjalankan segala tanggungjawab dannnnn...? meninggal dunie..? hurm...org kate klo byk pikir boley jd giler...tapi aq sentiase pikir...sal hidup aq...SEBAB aq xsame dgn yg lain...hanya ALLAH saje yg tahu...aq dilahirkan begini...aq xboley mengubahnye...

mungkin selain aq nak berjaya dlm dunie kje...MY GOALS is to travel around the world since i am still young...nak mengenali dunie luor..and their culture. Aq xnak de hanye otak yg sempit, lepas berjumpe satu demi satu dgn supporter in different different places, aq tahu banyak lagi yg aq xtahu tentang dunie. Nature around the world...we can never finish learning bout it...

  pic terbaru aq ...rmbut dh pendek...haha mcm bieber...makin dewase makin "MATURE" hehe ...

macam comel je? macam comel je? comel la jugak..hahaaha (Perasan)

Me in 2013 ..

Separa dari 2013 dh berlalu baru sibuk nak citer sal diri nie...hoho aq skrg dh xstudy, keje at Lot10. Spe shopping kt sne mst pnh npk shadebrown :) Join trainning as Sales Advisor in Hong Kong and go through the 1st H&M opening in Malaysia that is at Lot10. Great Expriences!! Now tgh trainning as a Visual Merchandiser. Hope aq dpt get through this trainning as well. Myb rmi xtau kje pe nie kut. In fashion line je tau. So i already have a GF, her name.. sme mst dh bace previous post? kew belum? condifent je ..

Ok, my buah hati nie namenye Fayy. How we actually meet? haha ..

Bile teringat balik, its quite funny. Fayy act is slh satu cstmr aq at Uniqlo KLCC dulu. Pnh wat cstmr srvice baik pye kt die. But with all the cstmr yg kite serve dlm sehari, xheran kite sendiri xingat yg mne satu? hoho ..

But aq de imbasan serbe sdikit de serve die time keje kt Uniqlo dulu. And thats how we met, the venue UNIQLO KLCC..so sweet ;p

Aq admit fayy is quite a Daring girl. I mean i salute her for how she make everytin happen. Aq suke sikap die yg condifent, berani, and xtakut utk mencube. But of course, xtakut mencube uh pd bnde yg elok la.

Mse tu aq just aggp die seorg adik, tp skrg she has became my most important. Aq kenal die Jan 2012. Dah lme la gk. But officially in relationship ng die on 7July2012.

How weird right? When people that stranger to us is the closes one to u right now?

See, dis is her ..the 1st pic i get from her  ( love her )

my lil suga pie .. hope she will be my last ..

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri??

What is the meaning of raya?

Hari Raya Aidilfitri (also Hari Raya Puasa, literally “Fasting Day of Celebration“) is the Malay term for the Muslim festival of Eid ul-Fitr. Hari Raya is also known as Lebaran. Muslims in Malaysia and Singapore celebrate Eid like other Muslims throughout the world.

The term ”Hari Raya” literally means “Day of Celebration“  it is also occasionally used to refer to Eid ul-Adha in the form of “Hari Raya Aidildha“. The main greeting used by Muslims in Malaysia and Singapore is “Selamat Hari Raya” which means “Happy Eid” in Malay. Another greeting is “maaf zahir dan batin” which translates loosely to “I seek forgiveness (from you) physically and spiritually”, for Hari Raya is a time to reconcile and renew relationships with others.

"about my raya dis year 2013"

I already insert the meaning of raya. But not fully give its meaning. Ok im not quite a normal kid like others, I mean i admit im a bit different. So mybe for that reason i need extra care or attention to make me act positive whats in front me. Or else i wont even cover up if myself unhappy. So this year make me think that next year also will give the same feeling to me. I think next year is best that i wont be here in JB. I dont know where to celebrate it next year, i hope i can celebrate it with her (fayyfarida) fully. As a kid, i was once very looking forward to this kind of celebration. But when growing up periods, this is just as normal days like we usually being through. Is not like i didnt miss my family in JB, sometime i think they really left me out so much. Just doing their job because they have too. Unbalanced care between me and my brothers. I feel it because i dont feel special at all when everything is not like what i expected. But still i wish "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri" to my family, still blessed with all the good food and kuih raya i ate. Forgive about my wrongs and halalkan makan and minum that i received from both of my parents.

Food that wont miss every raya, delicious !

THIS NEW CHAPTER OF MY REALITY STORY BEGIN ..." FORGET ABOUT MY PAST"

Lame xupdate bloggg..btahun yg lalu an?

dis year 2013, quite long time i leave dis blog without even open and take a look at it..

Banyak la bende jadi sepanjang tahun tahun nie berlalu ...

pergaduhan btween best friends?

salah faham btween housemates?

stress with the places at work n surroundings?

struggle to achieve to grow in my career?

and myb sometime i would stress myself to give the best to my GF..

btw i broke up with the previous cuz of sometin dat doesnt matter to me anymore ..

all i care for wad is present ..dat i learn a lot from my past...dat i need to appretiate alwys...or else i will regret it ..

in Our Life ...we never know and predict things ..i cant risk even Lil things to lose my Love one now ..

dis Lil princess dat always complete my life now...her name is Farida Nur, some people call her fayy...but i call her baby=) she is the half of my heart dat beats inside my chest "

 

                                            

- this is me 2012 -

SONGS DAT IS FULL OF MEANINGS...........

TITLE-Try by AshEr BOok-

If i walk, would you run?
If i stop, would you come?
If i say you're the one, would you believe me?
If i ask you to stay, would you show me the way?
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

Chorus
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

2x huh huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh huh huhhh

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me 

"who ever know how to appreciate love know what the meaning of this song .."

True Love is a precious thing to me if i have one ..

UPDATE TIME!!!!

2011-nEw Life ahEad wif a nEw reLatiOnship-

"...DOt DOt...."huh..Long tyme x upDate..."
      hmm..nOw enterin 2o11 oredy..hUkhuk~

DAMN BORED WIF MA lIFE!!
BCOZ i sayin dAt nOt bcOz im misery o wad.."
herE..i hve a reLationshp wif a "BUTCH"...after i eNd wif mOt ...:'''(
eVerytin gOin welL ...untiL sOmeday we hAd a BIG FIGHT!!  agagaa~
kOnonNye nK eNd sMe...i oLso gO bCk jB fEr a mOnth...LeAvin hEr bHind at kL...."
bUt i aCt dO Love hEr sO mUch...!    aftEr stayin fAr apArt...wE reLiSe wAd is IMPORTANT to uSs... "

thEre...diS is uS..."

n  SHE is changin bcOz of mEe..."

 

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nOw.....she reaLy is different....nO more BAD tempered" n becOme more SWEEt....;))

 hOpin dis wOuLd Last fOeVer...."

NUR EZAMIELIA...."

 bie syg awk sanad2!

janji ng bie ek syg xkn cm dLue ag?

bie sentiase akn de utk syg...xkre pe2 jd ...

syg jek yg bie de skunk...

bie will wait the day u are totally chnge 4me...

no matter how long it takes...

dis is bie's pomises to u..

bie sOry if there sOmetin i dOne mke u feel bad bOut bie...

bie nOt purpOseLy doin it...

bie juz waNna expRess bOut hOw i feLt bOut u.."

startin to falL in Love wif u whEn u r totaLy chnge fEr me.."

hOw to say??

I JUZ CANT LIVE WITHOUT U SYGG!

bie reaLise...u reaLy love me mOre than aNyOne do..."

n bie too LOVE u ...mOre than anytin nOw.."

ONLY EZAMIELIA ...cn mke CYED BYOWN became a small little kid again..."

yg bmanje d peha ezamieliaa...."hehe;))

 

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jgn tgglkn bie ek..." bie cinta syg sanad2!!