2010 ...dis reALy shows bpe Lme gLer aq xupDATE blog aq nie an??
hurmmm.....sO wads mke u guyz thnk ...aq upDATE bLek.....ngEee"
aq dh bLey acpt reALity myB...give my LOVE to sOme1 more impOrtnt 4me now...=]
if nk ctEr...mmg pjng gLer La an..."aq stat knL ie...8FEB ...stat webie at ym kot dat tyme......"
nth le...muLe2 sies xde feeL kot aq ...hohoho=p
t'aSe ie uh gOdixx gLerrr....hahahaa
GELAK pnye bsAk ....an dh JATOH cntan.....(bnDe yg aq pLing tatOt dLm idOp)..emm'
sies aq xtw cmne aq Ley falL in LOVE ng ie....'
pejam ceLik...pEjam cELik...dh 2mOnths aq fWen ng ie...'
we reaLy aCt cm ite nie CPL...
curious huh??=]
tp aq xtpu la..stat aq ske at ie uh...aq xtw ie ske aq x..
hmm....care ie Lyn aq pon...aq ase dwi aq nie...de org aprciate....
aq ske feel cm uh....=] tp wLpon act cm cpl....
sOmetmes we fight pon dh cm cpl.....'
nth La...jLz aq dh stat tmbuL sme......tbe2 jeLa ....hukhuk"
gLer aq xske feel cm uh...."
ONCE.................................aq pnh minx ie jd cpL aq...'
unfOrtunentLy.....sHe rjEcted it..........
myb aq mmg xprfct utk ie...'
bLuffin if aq nie xdOwn tyme uh...'
mcm2 La yg hppn tyme ng ie.....n aq xpnh ase busAn..=]
peLik lak....'
imagine dr stat ite knL....untiL now.....tXtin eaCh other...xpnh tgL...'
de jela TOPIC yg nk d debAtkn....d gDokn.....d cterkn...."
n attitude yg aq xSKE at ie......nth npe "
ie ssh nk gtw aq sOmetin ......idk .."
myb now she stat to tell....but sOmetme....when she dOn ...'
its reaLy suffocate me aLot..."
haiZzzz.....npe aq kate cm uh?"
yoLa......when we Love sOme1....dOnt u wnt 2nOe ebertin bOut hEr 1st than aNy1 eLse..?
4her....myb dats hEr opinion....sOmetme theres sOmetin dat we cnt share wif sOme1 we Love.......
hurrmmmm.....yup myb ...tp bkn kep ...ng sOme1 we LOVE la....we olwez share ebertin??
our LISTENER....our SUPPORTER...our COURAGE....our PLACE TO BE....when we have sometin to talk..n so on....??
nth...dffrnt pErson...dfrrnt opinion i guess..."
i tried ebertin 2chnge ma seLf...eVen she ddnt ask too...i still did it sOo..."
2MONTHS fwen......mcm2 dh jadiiii.......
6APRIL2010__________________________...
the day dat i wont 4get.........i had dcLared her on dat day...."=]
tyme on coL ng ie...aq pye La nebes....hMm....aq jeLa yg tw....hohoho";)
nth npe aq ase aq try nk dcLred ie the 2nd tyme.....'
aq gLer tatot kne rject ag....=[
hurmmm...dat tyme ie xans ag...'
sHe ans it at ms...."
FEELIN aq tyme uh....noe1 reaLy knew it.........'
aftr dh bCe ans uh at ms....SMILE aq at mke nie....xpnh iLng dLm sSaat pOn...
yEess ...ite cpL as usuaL.." act Like cpls act..."
but 1more thing...aq n ie jaOh......bpuLoh2 juta La pd aq an....'
tp aq sBr n sntese tgu the day we meet....=]
hurmmmm...dh jaOh an....." of cOse trust is importnt....'
pd aq la......ng sbLm2 pngLmn Lalu yg aq pnh Lalu.......mmg cKp ssh utk aq bg 100%.."
tp aq tetap cye sgLe pe yg ie gtw aq.....pd aq ...ie gaL 1st yg len dr yg Len......"
pLing istimwe Le pd aq....=]
n i LIke her dffrncess.....xksh jaOh pon....aq tetap syg ie....cnt wait 4dat day...;)
emmmm......dOnt u nOe...."Love is a dream that comes alive when we meet." tpu la if cpl uh....gdo2 kcik....mjok nEva hppn......
to us bykk kali kot......tp.....aq pLing tatot if ie kuOr an kate2 yg aq pLing xske dgo......(n i beg u...if nk kuOr an kate2 uh....pLZzz....paid an ASSASSIN KILLER 2kill me 1st then u may say it)........'sObsob..=""[
hakhak.....nk sadiss Lbey Lak ......hohoho'
not ol our tyme is sad uke....'
kdg2 tLbey sweet pon de.......huahua~
tyme tula sHengaL ie kuAkk....'
sHengaL aq pOn kUakkk......ko GATAI....aq ag GATAI...'hahaha
GATAI ng aq jek k....!
n aq pon GATAI ng ko jek....bLUSHHhhhiinnn.....8-)
aq syg ie xtw La ......mMg x xkre Laa....."
xde NILAI pon.......aq trme smenye saL ie sadanye....bEK bwOk...!
HOPE ...ie pon sme.....agagaga"
"You're nothing short of my everything."
PNGAKUAN..."aq mmg kuOt jLz....n nOw.....cpt mwe pOn dh de at aq..."
"ske pk -ve..".....bkn aq xcye ie.....is jUzzz...hmmm....aq mEn2 syg an ko la.....aq ase...xde mse n bUong mse aq nk act cm uh sygggg.....'
untiL nOw 1MONTHS 19days aq n ie CPL...."
aq nk ngku aq wt silap aq uji ie....tnpa gtw ie..."
aq bwu pLan 2telL her Like Lst nite....'
Lom pe2....aq dh kne mwe+maki mMg KOW...KOW a...'
aq mwe ..in the same tyme aq sdey....'
she totally being very heartLess...cm aq nie is reaLy notin..."
bkn nk ungkit...when she is testin me....dO i reaCtin Like she did?
i nOe she dOn Like peOpLe 2scoLd her....sO i bEar my anger 2wards her....'
y cnt she cOnsder when the same things hppn to her...?
the word gOes "TESTIN"...shOuldnt i act more reaL...2 c her charcter act when the tyme being FLIRT???
is not Like days Long hve past when she nOe it b4 i tell her bOut it...its onLy 2days after past midnght Lst nite...."="[
uke...myb 2her ...it was harsh...n its was like she had been fool...'
but 2me...i thnk she was sweet...bLe ie rject owg yg kcou ie uh ..n dat its me...'
aq xpnh pk la nk mpErbodokn ie....tp npe ie xphm....MAIN reAson aq wt uh sme??
"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."
im reaLy SADDOWNCRYIN......!! ebertin is useLess now 2me....sMe xkne.."
"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."
ANYHOW....sygg.."
u r the 1st dat mke me felt i've being aprciate, bEing LOVE, bEing care, n mke me reaLise dat dis tyme i do feel i've a GF...oL of ur tiny things dat u've dOne 4me...is the mOst pErcious things dat i'lL nEva eVa 4gEt......pLz dOnt treat my Love n act 4u is the same as others..." sOme of ur words hurts mE bilLion trilLion more than any kinds of prob in ma LIFE.." when u says those words...is Like u dOn noe me at ol...but the truth u noe how i feel 2wards u, how is my attitude, how i am....SHADEBROWN dat u knew.....from 8FEB until now...stilL rmain the same...n sO dOes my HEART......if u reaLy wnt 2nOe...eAch 2nd ....each numBer on the date, cLocksss.....tickin arOund.......................hmmm" ....dat mKe me afraid dat u r gOin 2Leave me........U R IMPORTANT TO ME MITMOT!!' n pLz dO rmber it..=""[
sometme i reaLy dOnt reaLise i've dOne sOmetin stupid dat may hurt ur feelins.....
but dat dOesnt mean im pLayin wif ur feeLins o dont trust u o wad.....
to me is not ol ur fault.....im the one who olwez the prob n mke u being heartless n get mad....."
4dat....a thOusand sorry from BEE to MEE...hOpin dat u can 4give me....hmm...
"I do reaLy love you, not only for what you are, But for what I am when I am with you."
urs; BITBOT aka shadebrOwn
the onLy hEatbEat "MITMOT"..
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